Since Ben was born at 34 weeks, my family began to panic realizing that his expected birthday at the end of April was approaching.  They wanted to do something special for Pam and me.  My mom called me up and asked what the family could do.  I’m one of six kids and we are all [...]

About a month after Ben died we got a package.  I love packages.  I love presents, so even if I ordered something for myself on the web and even if I paid for it, it’s still exciting.  Sometimes I even forget what I ordered, which makes it even more exciting. I brought the package in [...]

Reading the Bible has always been difficult for me.  When I took the SATs I could handle almost every part until it came time for me to reading comprehension.  I clearly remember having no clue what I was reading. When I got to college it didn’t get much better, I was just forced to do [...]

The day after we buried Ben the clouds disappeared and a clear warm day somehow escaped past March’s cold rainy grip.  We buried Ben about a mile from where we live in a place that we drive by constantly.  At first it seemed like a great idea: we would always be near him.  But the [...]

Hello Hello!  I haven’t posted in some time now and wanted to give everyone an update.  The update is that there are lots of updates!  This coming weekend I’m going to be posting a lot.  There is so much that is happening in our story that we want to share with all of you.  At [...]