Comments on: 012 Planning a Funeral

By: John Miller

John Miller — Mon, 22 Jun 2009 21:01:39 +0000

I’m in tears reading your comment here at work. I don’t know how I did it either. I don’t know how you did it. The whole plane ride back from California I couldn’t get out of my heart how heavy I felt that you had to push our dead son into this world: right into our hearts. Suffering is so hard. So unbearable.

It means the WORLD to me that you say I’m a wonderful dad. I don’t feel that. I just feel empty. I’m so glad I have you.

Forever yours, and lost without you,

John

By: Pam

Pam — Mon, 22 Jun 2009 20:53:47 +0000

That week in the hospital, you were such a wonderful dad. You were so strong for us. I can’t understand how you were able to plan everything that you did. You did everything perfectly. You chose the perfect place to lay our son and the perfect “bed” to lay him in.

I am so proud to share Ben with you.

By: John Miller

John Miller — Mon, 22 Jun 2009 19:35:10 +0000

Thanks for the encouragement: it means a lot coming from you.

By: deAnn

deAnn — Mon, 22 Jun 2009 17:49:59 +0000

i’m speechless, John. I can’t imagine the pain you and Pam have suffered and continue to carry daily.

As hard as it is, thank you for writing this blog. It contains more power than you realize.

~dee