Comments on: 006 Deep Breath

By: John Miller

John Miller — Sun, 19 Apr 2009 22:57:04 +0000

Kara,

I love that you’re reading this. It’s hard to talk about, but it’s much easier to type it. It’s crazy how a single phone call, or sentence from another person can permanently alter your life. I guess that’s what this is about… but we’ve all experienced sentences like that. We’re on this journey together.

John

By: Kara Krikorian

Kara Krikorian — Thu, 16 Apr 2009 03:35:18 +0000

John,
I am so glad for this blog. Thanks for doing it; it’s really helpful for me. I had lots of questions about the details of things and I’m understanding more and more as I read. Like Pam I wondered about what you were thinking on your flight home. Thanks for sharing. I hate that this has happened to you guys. I hate that this blog is even necessary. But since it did happen to you I’m glad you’re willing to share your thoughts with those of us who love you.

By: John Miller

John Miller — Wed, 15 Apr 2009 23:44:03 +0000

Tina and Stacy,

You have no idea what a pillars you are in our lives. Pam and I would be lost without you. Thank you for literally walking in our shoes. Your love for us, and Ben, is amazing.

By: John Miller

John Miller — Wed, 15 Apr 2009 23:42:58 +0000

Brian,

Go for it. I’m just trying to process out loud what happened. If I don’t write, I know I’ll forget. God has taught me so much, and I don’t want to loose it. I haven’t yet gotten to what I’m learning, because I’m still telling. We’ll see what comes out. I’m humbled to have anyone journey with me.

By: Brian

Brian — Wed, 15 Apr 2009 23:31:25 +0000

John:

Beautiful and moving thoughts. i look forward to more.

Would you mind if i posted a link to this on the lci blogsite?

brian

By: Tina

Tina — Wed, 15 Apr 2009 00:01:27 +0000

Thank you John for sharing your heart in such a real, deep and meaningful way…
For allowing us to be a part of such sacred ground.
To be able to walk beside you and Pam during your darkest hours…
What a privilege it is to be near and hold your hands.
It was an unfathomable day. I will never forget. I still need to catch my breath at times.
Thank you for putting to paper(html/blog), in a place where it is a struggle to find the words.
I love you Miller Family,
John, Pam and Benjamin.

Forever changed,
Tina

By: stacy sprigle

stacy sprigle — Tue, 14 Apr 2009 19:34:32 +0000

I am like a sister to Pam, and losing the baby that day was like some horrible nightmare that would soon end. Surely we would wake up and all would be well, that is how it always worked right??? Wrong! Soon we came to realize that Pam was in grave danger, i didn’t understand that until days later, losing the baby was horrible but losing Pam in my family was more then i can handle. In my opinion , we were on the same level in our family and without her i would be totally lost. I thank God for modern medicine and for allowing Pam to live. All who love John and Pam suffered that day. We will never be the same.